Again…why?
I just finished up another round of intensive radiation. And I’m asking myself why. I’m sick I’m weak and pretty much useless. I have been fighting depression and suicide all of my life. So…..why did I bother to put myselg through this again. The doctors have told me there’s no hope.
The faces on my children when I’m sick like this are heart breaking.I can’t keep puting them through this it’s not fair. They deserve better then this. They deserve happier lives. All I’ve given them is heartache and worry and sacrafice.
Gee what a great mom.
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